Where's the pics, man. Haha.
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Might be a strange one, but, it’s always really exciting for me when I can either create a conversation or join one.
I’ve always had a hard time communicating with people and I struggle exceptionally with self-doubt. “I don’t understand what they’re talking about.” “I don’t want to look dumb.” “What if I annoy them?” “Will they even care or notice what I say?”
“I don’t belong here.” (That right there is the biggest one.)
More often than not, I’ll stay silent and watch, or I’ll just pull myself away altogether. It’s a huge struggle for me to approach someone, to the point that it used to make me feel like crying (I didn’t cry, I just felt like it). Joining in on an already active conversation is slightly easier for me, but not by much. It’s nowhere near as bad as it used to be, but it’s still definitely there.
Another pleasing thing for me is when I can remember the information that goes with a face! I have the notorious ability to remember a face and know in my bones that I knoooow someone, but I won’t have any idea what their names is, how I know them, or any other information about the person. It’s both hilarious and frustrating at the same time haha